Thursday, November 12, 2009

A Moment

I'm sitting here with my dear friend, listening to music and laughing at insanity, staying in the moment. Life is a series of moments strung and threaded together to create a story. Life is talking to a cute boy until three am and letting him walk you to your car, facebooking your friends who are sitting right next to you :), singing Beatles songs with your mom at a piano bar, laughing with your dad... Playing trivial pursuit with your funny ass friends..my most important moment today was feeding my niece until she fell asleep in my arms. God I love that little baby. I never knew it was possible to love something as much as I love her. Every time I look at her, I start to cry... She's such a little miracle. God is good, He really is. He gives us little miracles, little signs that he's got our backs. Right now at this very moment, my friend is putting some really great music into a JoJo folder, music that he thinks I should lsiten to. I get to see a side of this person that I don't know if he shows all too often. It's kind of nice. I love my life. The last few months have been very strange and heartbreaking at times. Life and death have happened in abundance this year and I'm not sure how to take it all in, how to process everything that has happened. All I know how to do is get out of bed, hit my knees and thank God for giving me another day. Another day to experience another series of moments that may bring some joy, maybe some definitely some smiles and lots of love. Life is dancing until the AM!!!!!